So I had forgotten my cameras and was deterred from posting because of that. I feel rejuved in the ability to write but left quite daunt in my position at the residency. Lets back up a bit though...
I left you last with our orientation and introduction day. From there we were given the day or so to finalize a 10 minute artist presentation for the multiple areas within the center to view and learn a bit about us and our practice. This seems like a simple enough task, and I wasnt too concerned but I was overcome with stress because of it and the more I found out about the people I am participating with. They are all so well versed and dynamic in their education, I think I am one of the few that does not have a Masters. I know I am one of the youngest. SO I believe I put together a constructed presentation but do not believe it was my best showing, as nerves got the best of me and the inability to speak without people questioning if I had parkinsons definitely left me doubting my credibility.
After the presentation, I ended up travelling back to Calgary to be sure I got to the gallery openings. Fantastic shows going on in Calgary right now and completely amazing to travel back with Richelle and see everyone I did this weekend. A small reunion with an old friend who just arrived back in Calgary from Texas made the weekend exciting and unfortunately caused me to attach to the city in a way I never thought possible. I know now that in the future when I choose? to leave it will not be as easy as I once thought it might be.
In arriving back to Banff, I was able to bring much of my supplies from home so I can get started on my project! (I even rememebered my chargers for both cameras) So below you can find some images from the last week or so. I have organized the mechanics and slowly my brain is opening up once again to the world of motors, servos, positive, ground, and bread boards. Cant wait, I am starting with something called a geneva gear. I need to actually create the gear before I go anywhere. Oh, and I need to find mirror/mirrors/mirror like products. Any ideas?
Today was our first day of formal seminar with LUM. All I can say is I feel unworthy, and much more research and preparation will need to be done on my part to anticipate the questions and conversations for these discussions. I will have to really work on my memory skills which I feel is a battle I have been recently avoiding. Again, it will be a struggle keeping up with the fabulous minds surrounding me here. I question why I am an artist, but perhaps that is a good thing?
The Drive from Calgary
My room? I cant believe how nice they are. They make my bed for me everyday... I am spoiled rotten here
This was my drive back last night. Full moon, no wonder I am questioning everything right now.
Wow Meagan... I am so, so proud of you and love you and your strength so much! Just amazing. Please quit the self depecrating - you are every bit as worthy as all others there: you were chosen, weren't you?? Think of all the ways and words there are to convey the message "I love you" - and remember you don't have to say a single thing to let somebody know that you do.
ReplyDeleteMirrors??? Well obviously tin foil - but think of all the different kinds of foods that reflect images. You were kind of vague, so can't offer much more.
I am feeling so stupid now, because I check your blog every day and I only ever saw the same post then realized that I had to click on the archive to see more.... duh! I liked your New York blog style better.
Love you and am thinking of you every day, all day.
P.S. - They make your bed EVERY DAY?? Do they do your laundry? If they supply meals too, let me know - I might apply! And to add another thought.... those that tend to use obscure and ostentatious verbalizations are frequently much more insecure that those that will just call a spade, a ..... spade. xox
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